So today... I went to Sedona. If you any of you have been to sedona its one of the prettiest places in the world. Red rocks everywhere great weather.
Well We were basically committing some offense by spreading Lorraine's ashes.. in the rocks in some indian reservation area thing... by a catholic church.
I have worked 48 hours.
Lots of kids
Hiked 2 miles yesterday.
And hiked 3 miles today
And was forced to deal with her kids and was asked when did my boobs grow inn by Lorraines grandson.
Im getting the to point of stressing at no end around those two.
I ended up with 12 bug bites and a splotchy rash.
In other news I love Rock Springs pie.
And am honing into - 2 weeks of celibacy but not without offer.
I think i want it.. it relieves stress.
Everything is worked out with moving in with Yvonne. So that should be good. Seems like a good girl that I have know for forever.
I have been thinking about someone I knew ... pretty well. IN ALL ASPECTS...
and why do people care so much about things... that well people don't care about and or want to fix.
I also am mentioning that vegetarianism pisses me off. Because it makes no sense to someone likeme who sees the purpose if you use alot of the animal. Big deal cows fart methane.Get a chemist out there to go collect farts.
I wonder if vegetarianism really helps.. and if veganism does.
I think its fucking pointless.
I also think that religion is a joke after toward I kept getting told shit about jesus and how he loves me and that good garb.
I can't do it. I like things that are tactile something I can believe in.
I have had very little faith in most things in life.
I have never been one much for emotions its difficult to express soemthing if the person your talking to doesn't grasp the knowledge of - I think im n lvoe with you but- don't quote me on that.
I ponder what love is like.
I also wonder what happened to Twila and Craig.He's a jerk... totally cheated....online ... not even in person.
I hate bug bites.
I hate being told i am a bad person because i dont have faith in Jesus...
I am fucking amazing
and once you think your cool- someone is always cooler than you.
I also am loving the ray charles song them that got.
And one of my kids I work with has a disese only 1 in one million has where he doesn't have any melinin in his skin.
Im also mad that everyone seems to be fighting.
I want schoolt o start and I want something amazing to happen.
That is all.