Thursday, May 7, 2009

I wake, I wake, I wake and greet the day The light is on the change is made I can see my way

Alot has happened in the past week. Hell and even the past month.

I met the infamous Jon Black. That was fun. We had a good time. 

School is over minus 2 finals. I like it that way. I got all a's and b's. Go me! I can be smart- well you know if I apply myself.

I took a practice LSAT to see how well I did-167 not too bad. If I break 170 ill consider law school.

I saw MAE it was fantastically amazing. Especially the after acoustic show. They move me well.

Men are interesting, the more I disassociate myself from the redhead... the more others come onto me. It's interesting. I haven't done anything about it. I dont think I should most of them live out of state. And I want to make sure everything is going to be right. You know a nice guy, because in all actuality anyone can sleep with assholes. I do it, it hasn't hurt me yet. Go figure.

Alot of it I have decided about men is that shouldnt be my project, I should just enjoy the company thats what I have been doing lately. Alot less stress, I decided I do deserve someone better. Someone who makes me smile for no apparent reason, laugh without worries, and have a conversation I can remember. I haven't got that in awhile. Where I just sigh and go "wow". 

I think you know the more you expect out of life the less you get from it. It's kind of like- when people expect from a situation something surprises them and something good comes from it. In some ways of dating it work like  the person who expects less ends up finding someone else or something else to spend their time doing. It's sad. It's why relationships should be an equal balance.

I am looking for that balance. Soon I will find it.

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